I just don’t understand. All I want to do is talk to you. Be apart of your life. But clearly that’s to much for you to handle.

All I ever do is think about you. It’s actually quite sad how a moment doesn’t go by that your not flying through my every thought. I think what’s worse is that I know you don’t want anything and yet I’m still falling for you day after day. I’m obviously setting myself up for failure. But what can I do. I’ve tried not talking to you. But it gets me no where. The way you look at me drives me crazy. I just want you so bad. You’ve made me want to be a better person. I just wish there was something I could do that would change how you feel. I don’t know what love is. But damn. This feels like it’s pretty damn close. MMC.

It’s crazy to think how different your life can be with just one person entering it. Everything is just always better when I’m talking to you. But I’m honestly so terrified that its not gonna work. I’ve heard so many stories about you. These feelings honestly scare the ever loving shit out of me. I just hope that this one finally works out. Hopefully.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Honestly. It’s like someone’s taken my brain hostage and replaced it with someone else’s. I’m so head over heels for you it’s ridiculous. Your the only thing constantly running through my mind. All I want to do is be with you and talk to you 24/7. These last 3 days have been hell not being able to talk to you. And the worst part of it all is I don’t even know what is going on. I don’t know if ill ever talk to you again. Or if you even meant anything you said to me. I miss you so freaking much. I hate this feeling. All I know is that if there is any kind of god can you please let something go good in my life and let everything go back to how it was. I was finally happy. Finally.

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